I’ll be honest, I haven’t been commenting on these posts because I don’t know what I can say. It’s hard to pull someone up when you are down there with them.
This all drives me crazy because I know how to do this—I have the tools. It’s just getting myself back on my feet and I don’t know why I’m struggling with that so much! It’s not a depression or SAD flare up because, otherwise, I feel fine. If I have to put a word to it, I guess I would say that I’m feeling resentful about having to be on this weight loss journey.
And I know that is crazy! I know that the only way I can achieve a truly healthy lifestyle is by changing how I currently live. I know this. So why can’t I turn my words into action?
Ugh! I know this is becoming one huge whine, so I’ll stop it now. I know what I need to do and, for good or for bad, all you readers get to witness it. There may be more whining, but I have to have some place to be truly accountable and, you guess it, this is it.
Now, here is a little something to get me going: